Josh - 33

What haven't I struggled with?

I fear that I will never overcome my shortcomings. I fear that I will never be able to feel socially accepted. Even when I am there's always a fear and belief that it is not real.

Though physically I have improved over the years from when I was 350 pounds. I still struggle with my weight. I get into healthy eating and exercise and start doing well but something always goes awry and I fall on my face and it takes me months to start over again.

I fear that I will never live up to my potential. Frequently I take the wrong action or no action at all, much of the time I know what I should be doing or what the right choice is but there seems to be a disconnection in doing so. And like with my weight even when I do start making some headway I inevitably lose all my progress and have to start all over again.

Music - Josh’s music choices during our photo session included, Corb Lund, Colter Wall and The Rodeo Song.